Knock, knock, knocccccckkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

Today is Valentines Day and my head is pounding. I have a very bad headache and I am so nauseaus. I usually only feel like this on long drives, but for a while now my head has been pounding. I think its probably because I am dehydrated and a deficiency in iron. I don't know, but my head just hurts. Anyway, this day still currently means nothing to me. I mean the holiday, not the day, you understand. I'm not sad, really. I want some flowers for my room though, just a thought. Well here is another portion for my never ending poem. Later.

knock, knock, knock...
anybody there...
I keep on pounding...
will anyone answer...

no more, no more...
I guess, today...
for sooth, my tooth...
the agony and pain...

what am I...
I am...
a woman, a child...
the living King...

God bless everyone and I hope that you all have a wonderful weekend. Bye....

Valentines Day...

Roses are red, violets are blue...really a violet is blue, is that how that poem goes because I jsut though of it and I find it ironic that violets are blue, shouldn't they be well...violet... Anyway the other overly commercialized holiday is upon us and I am sort of weary of hearing everyone talk of their plans for the day. Who gives about it other than those who truly are in love and want to celebrate it. more to you, but for the rest of us who do not want to celebrate it, it is a drag. I don't have very fond memories of this day and I for one don't want to have to think of them wherever I go.
I don't mind, it's just its all I hear about, other than the news of course and the primaries that have been happening as well as the one today. Vote so that your voice will be heard. right?!
On to other things here is another installment of my poem, lyrics, whatever you can think of. They are all random, so if it doesn't make sense, it's not really suppose to.

Today, i sit and watch the world around me...
All are passing me by...
Who cares about the little things...
Or about those things only you...

Days are passing and what will you...
Something should be done right...
Answer me please, anyone...
I can't hear you speaking...

To be mute is what...
To be deaf is...
Will you be heard...
Speak out!

Busy...Busier...Busiest...

I have not been able to blog lately because I have been so busy with school and all that goes along with it. I have so many things that I have to do and sometimes I feel so overwhelmed by them. This is about the only time that I have found so far that I have been able to even go online and check on all of the things that I have to check on; namely my bills. Anyway, I so can't wait for the semester to be over. At least, I can't wait for spring break. I plan to go up north for about 4 days or so.  I just hope that it wont be so cold when I get there. I seem to always fill my days at school even when I'm not in school, I still have so much homework and other stuff to do for it. Oh well. Here is a little poem or something...

I stood and watched as the world passed me by...

I carried a heavy load and it would not be lighter...

I wonder what you thought of me...

Or did you even see...

The nights are getting colder...

I'm getting lonelier...

I think, maybe...

Some other time perhaps...

I guess that's it...

No more, no less...

Later you'd see...

That it was me right there watching along with you...

Well later all. Hope you liked whatever it was that I just wrote. God bless everyone. 

Hassles

I am currently attempting to drop a class and replace it with another one so that I could still work. I need to work, so the new schedule would help tremendously. I just hope that I am not fined for being so late with my decision to drop the class. I do not want to have to pay a fine for the class. Anyway, my first day back to school is tomorrow and I do not really feel like going. I was stressed out last semester, although, God did truly bless me last semester. I was able to get straight A's in my final grade and it truly showed God's grace to me because it was the toughest and most challenging semester for me ever. I am almost finish with school, but I am debating whether or not to double major, get a minor, or go to work and then graduate school. I am still not sure what I want to do yet. Oh well. More later. I'll write about I'm not sure what yet. Ciao.

Bargain Shopping :)

Yesterday, I was out with my friends at the mall and I purchased three dresses for less than $11.00. I was very happy and I now have three new dresses that I can wear in like a couple months. Actually, I plan on wearing one of them on Sunday to church. The cost of each was $4.99, $3.49, and $1.49. Happiness. Surprisingly they fit me. Just need to lose some weight for them to fit better. Anyway, here I am typing away. I'm a little bored, well not really. I'm actually just waiting for my friend to finish so we can leave. The chocolate covered altoids are great by the way, if anyone cares; it just that I'm eating one at the moment. Well, more later. God bless.

Worries...

I know that I'm not suppose to worry, but I am finding myself worrying nevertheless about some things in my life. I know that life is hard especially for someone living on their own and having to pay for rent, utilities and such and I am finding it very difficult. I'm somewhat annoyed with myself because I am thinking about it so much and I truly do not want to have to think about my bills and all that. Oh well.  I am holding on to the fact that the Lord will provide for all of my needs and that everything will work out according to His plan. Help will come on whatever form the Lord provides. I'll try to stop worrying and everything will be a-okay. Father, I just praise you and I pray that you would rid me of these worries and that may I hold on to you. I trust in your word and in your promises.  Thank you for all that you've done for me and my family. In Jesus name I pray. Amen. God bless everyone. 

What a Mess!!!

I am currently stressed out because I am throwing a birthday party for this person that I know and he needs to clean his room. His room is such a mess. It is so typical of some guys to have such a very messy and disorganized room. I am very upset because he is not getting off his lazy behind and cleaning his room. That is all I ask for. really. Anyway, the cake is almost done and I have to sleep soon to get up for work before the party. The theme is an luau and white and blue, whatever. There will be a lot of people that I do not know because I did not really manage the guest list. More information after the party, I guess. Later and blessings to all. bYE

The Dawn of a New Year

The new year has arrived and time seems to be flying at a rapid rate. I remember when I was in high school and now it seems as though time has just flown and I am at a stand still. It is 2008 and if one were to look at the number 8 horizontally, it looks like an infinity sign doesn't it. Anyway, the holidays mean that we all hang out with family and friends and and stuff ourselves full of food containing so much calories. I was like most and ate so much. I even went to two parties back to back on new years day, not counting the party I went to new years eve, It is such a trial to refuse to eat, so I always end up eating a little here and there. My friend and I went to this one store that she introduced me too and I ended up purchasing exercise equipment; namely a large ball and a mat. I already have dumbbells and weights at home. It is my goal to start the year of right. I haven't used the items yet, but I will soon. I've been shopping too and I also plan to stop that by leaving my credit cards at home and keeping only one for emergencies with me. Anyway, I will write more later. It is hard to write everyday, but I will try to not let it deter me. So later all and God bless. May His grace and mercy be with everyone.